endeavors of Oddur Þorkell Joakimsson Buckm

Abundant Star

Wherever You Are

I Come From Afar

I Seek You Still

Come To Me

If You Can

I Miss You

As I Miss My Self

Namaste.

So many times. The I ching tells me that my fear of having no money is a pitfall and to relax at this time is to ensure failure. I am also told not to think but to feel. And feeling is hard and scary sometimes. Last night I felt all kinds of things. Three girls in contact same day. Met one, cuddled and kissed, later same night when meeting with another, she acted like a questioner and asked me too much about what i was thinking, what i wanted and what i had done… all in some sick relation relating to her wanting me as her boyfriend or something maybe more disturbing i don’t know. but what happened is that she was cold and judgemental and she didn’t understand any of my answers and just felt as if was someone who sleeps with girls just like that …..
just like that…. omg … she booty called me … i have met this girl one time and she tells me yesterday how alone and hot she is at home and how she wants me to come accompany her …. then this turns out like a german gestapo hearing …. so … late at night … half naked in her bed i could take it no more and i started crying and told her i could not take this anymore .. this was just so wrong somehow … her energy wasn’t open loving and sharing but something much else and that is fucking sick and i can’t take that … still it was hard and had me realize how many times i have myself Raped myself by allowing a girl to dominate me like that feeling wise … it is soooo hurting

i am lying in bed because my feelings hurt

i am not getting up soon

except for a joint

i am scared of having no money

i want the angels to help me feel the best of love i can give and get

i vessel love only for the sake of feeling good for everything and everyone

fuck my life

i am honest when i say that i want to fuck loads of girls and share with them great intimacy

i do not have a problem with that

love is what love is

fear of giving love and receiving love is a sickness

humanity is sick

romance is bad

i feel sad

i want to love you

please let me

—-

sometimes love makes you laugh

sometimes people get hurt when others laugh

what the fuck is going on here
::)

i am just certain that nothing is certain

i only know that i choose love if choices are of my making

i am not better at it than i am

please help me :*

Who is with me now. Bow Down.
Who is with me now. Bow Down.
Bow Wow Wow Motherfucking Yeah.
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah.
Motherfucking Yeah.

http://soundcloud.com/mrbuckm/mr-buckm-hjarta

listen if you will

doesn’t matter.

i’m leaving anyhow.

#Advice = Make Noise. Sound. Harmonics. Shout. Scream. Recover your Identity Please.

For me.

luv.

So the words are piling up inside of me. I must place them here.
The thing is that the galactic encounter is becoming more apparent to the human psyche.
This is very settling for me and emphasizes the applicable dilemma present for human kind.
The idea is not so very startling at first but once reviewed in close proximity. It comes apparent that miscellaneous beings roam the everyday sky. This is not a surprise to many but to some startling news. Anyhow, many beings, humans as such, roam also. It is most likely and most definitely because we as such, spirits in being, do not manifest only and primarily as humans. The human concept or body matrix is simply an entry or such. That is, in close detail it is apparent that many humans have not been such from their start of reality memory. So, it is clear that within this dimension, human beings are lined up with memory or creative-memory links to ancient, future and past realities where the vehicle of these spirits is not a human body but something else. Different, upon individual entity. We are all snowflakes in the up-most sense. Light is information, darkness is lack of information. By preparing the individuals for greater realizations they take up new thought patterns and infrastructures, sent, from many, from many different venues, with different agenda’s. Just like we are all snowflakes we send and receive different. As we are one, we play a game of differences. The differences create what we can call stories. Everything is about creating stories for one another, to share together. Somehow.

Millions of realities are proof of this.

Best Regards Family.

Love You.

the reason why i write this is simple.
The great dragon rises in me now.
know that you are in no way ordered to handle any information put forth by me.
Any how.

I recommend you Shout and Scream and Make as Much Noise you can the following days.

I will do exactly then what you and the doctor order from me to you and you will benefit greatly.
As will I ..

Teamwork Love

Over and Out for Now.

Know.

Nothing.

And therein you lie.

The idea is simple.

Carry on as planned.

Interesting.

So, realistically, is this a lie or not.
Does not matter.
I am very busy these days, busy little bee.
It is fun and exciting.
I love you baby and if it’s quite alright I need you baby to warm my bed tonight.
This has changed a little.
Be a man that a woman needs.
That is cool.
I feel that way.
Somehow.
I should not be writing this.
But.
Butter is best served.
Chilled.

Carry on the cheese.
I am hungry.

Bless you.
Xo xo.

Thor.

Why has it come this way, why have been so long doing what seems so easy and effortless. Well, because chakra opening and chakra healing is masterful. Which I have some idea what means but not completely. The absence of mastery is perhaps a denominator in this array. Creating fuzz, distraction, danger and discomfort. Well, what to do then. Stop completely or. No. That is not the action taken. The course of action is to steer. Steer with trust. Ask and thou shalt receive. However. Many things have come to pass in my life. There is something happening now that is different. It has always happened. Just that it is drawing near. Getting closer. I know. Because I am it. I am this existence. My life from day zero to day final. I am it all. Already. Information interpreted is there already. Data exists. IT is just that my body has not comprehension to print this into an understandable connected to reality. So, it is blurry. As the day before and as it will be tomorrow. Blurry is existence. I am memory less. Still there is no absence of data. What so ever. So, theoretically memory can not not be found. It is always. As am I. Conceptuations and theories. Do not exist as truths. Never. Not more truth than verification of what they are once said or spoken. The data always exists and is therefor true. See, boolean logic, else if, theorizations and idealizing imaginative logic into laws to referendum the possibilities to choose then certain laws, that given prior reasoning, must be true. For it is the logical answer of created possibilities. Through merely human body experience, observations, feelings and intuition of the human body, cross referenced with logic and multiple choices, a reality standpoint is made. This is how the shebang works… God did this or evolution, these are the most common ideologies of what is the reality standpoint we have.
IF you want my standpointss.

Then you first have to realize.

Everything I am about to tell you is a lie.

Sending request.
Get me this woman.
ASAP.

I need answers.

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Do Do Do.
Is that all we do around here.
Doing this and doing that.
Some say I am a doer.
I try not to think.
All I do is Win Win.

It is the beauty of knowledge.

Power in Life.
Omni Always.
Forever.
Choice.
Destiny.
Love
Embraces you.
Always.
Choose it.
For it is Made.
By you.
And me.
Brother .

I am working heavily on a certain project of mine right now. It has always been the same program. It is always the same program. But, I am busy differently and operating differently, changes over time. Like most of you know. What is happening is a channel of energies. By being engaged in business. My favorite venue. Being engaged with cars, omg i love cars so much. Speed. Call me mr. Speed. I love G force and speed. Well, on with the show. I am involved in my own enterprise launch right now this spring. This summer this 2012. This is the show. This exact 2012 summer show.

My body is tingling.
I must run and do my main thing a lot to control the supernatural excessive energy stream that is being channeled to me meanwhile I operate on ground zero. Planet Terra Firma.

Best Regards.

Thor Buckm.

Check this one out.

Anglo Saxon
Beauty Prevails

Nothing Dies.

Imagine and get results.

Follow the Leader.

Important and Urgent.

Many times over and over again have I though about starting a new business. I have started business’es before but I have never started business’es with the same friends as I am starting business’es with now.
The friends Winningman and Winner along with Braveman are together on this one.
The city is loveing us now, we are doing exactly what it wants.
Offering advance.
To everyone.

Best Power to You.

ToDo Lists on the GoGo.

The reason for my posts being blurry is this.

This is a secret journal for an ancient librarian.

Whom’s sorting out some serious dust.

Take great care and be aware of great danger involved with reading any further.

It is magic.

Nothing more and nothing less.

Loive of Nuiith

,, True confidence leaves no room for jealousy. When you know your are great, you have no need to hate. ”
- Gucci Runars

It has come to my attention that the stylin that I choose here differs from the portfolio earlier. It seems as if the walls of realiziations are building more profoundly now. With better changability, yet more securly structured and rigged, if I may, use the word. In such a manner that the endpoint has been secured. This is felt. Yet, somehow, the trigger effectiveness of choice is somewhat less in level at these difficult times. Why so difficult. To choose. Well, it is absurd really. Competition, falling of horses, scaretactics, matrix path misunderstandings, and finally, a combustion of signals, given to the body from surrounding elements, two sided attractions and two sided pushbacks, body miscalculations of possible outcomes in cost sacrifice measurement to what choice was made in relation to brainstormed possiblities of other alternative outcomes now totally gone. This can create some levels of frustration at times, restleness and even paranoia. Not though such that the card level of wisdom does not easily overrule the scenario of thought patterns cross flinching with feeling patterns. Not co-aligning to give verifyable truths, Rather just renderings of conceptuations. How ever. The gut is right now filled with power to clear more past.

Leveling up.

Best Regards.

The driver of mechanisms.

Is it you.
Or something else.

If something else.

Who created it.

And.
How are you connected to that.

This you must understand completely.

Best Regards.
Thor Buckm

The ideas of March are simple enough. But, somehow I cannot but find it annyoing, that the lies, are not hidden. They are crystal clear. Infront of you. How can you not relate with these lies. How can you not see these lies. You are lying to your self. How? You may ask. Well. It is rather simple. The lies are everywhere. They are here and then they are not. Is that simple enough. Understanding is the thing.

Power to you.

Best Regards.
Thor Buckm.

Truth is silent.

The mathematical framework which we call our universe is a concept.

Everything inside it is also a concept.

Don’t cling to assumptions.

They are nothing more than assumptions.

Truth is silent.

Power.